It has been quite a long time since I have posted a blog that I have written. Much has happened. I am going into college on the 3rd of September, I have earned the rank of Eagle Scout, I have been trained on how to teach violin, and I am sure other important things which I cannot remember at this point in time.
Things have changed in the world around me as well. There has been a troop surge in Iraq, the approval rating of Congress has dropped to 3%, and the race for the seat of President has begun again.
Enough about recent happenings. I am not a famous person for sharing my feelings. I am quite an unemotional person, however, I often type about what I think, truths I have realized, and often discuss controversial topics.
I face college and my future is not much farther ahead of me. I do not know a lot of what I want of life. I know I want to find happiness, but I believe I have found it, and continually find and lose it. I know that I want to go into the field of science and that I want to find a good career with a nice income included. I will stay in the Word as I already do.
Recently I watched some home videos of me as a 2 and 3 year old. Looking at my brothers, friends and me when we were younger made me smile, and at times laugh. Looking back I thank God every night I remember for all of the relatives and friends who have affected me and molded me into what I am today. I thank Him for all the circumstances that have strengthened me and those which have made me wiser.
I sometimes wonder what I would be like if anything in my past was changed. If I had not grown up in a conservative, Christian, and middle income family, I would likely not be able to see the world from the many viewpoints I see it in. If I only had friends with parents who were extremely strict, I would not learn from my friends’ mistakes with people of the opposite sex. If I had parents who watched me every second of every minute of every hour of every day, I would not learn from any mistakes I made. If my parents had not gotten me involved with the Boy Scouts of America and music I would not have survival or first aid knowledge or the large amount of creativity I have.
I also wonder at what the future holds. Who I am going to marry, or if I have already met her. I wonder about the future of our country and about future war. I wonder about the triumphal second coming of Christ our Savior.
Finally, I would like to say that I feel that I have lived a fulfilled life so far. Though I would love to get married I would not be driven to suicide if I did not get married. I would not care if I died tomorrow. I would only regret that I did not share the Gospel with every single person I saw in my life.
What this blog was supposed to make my audience feel, I don’t remember. I guess this is one of the first times I have used a blog for what it usually is used for-an online journal.
I hope you enjoyed this.
-Walden S.
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